Is it worth it to sacrifice the lives of the innocent...the backlash of it all..."suffer little children, for thy is the kingdom of Heaven"

monotony. crammed up within the 4 walls of bleak space. slept sparingly[*so NOT me!*] Ideas came brilliantly but @ the wrong timing apparently. hogging the monitor. [*arches back for a quick stretch, ala pakcik's exercise routine*] eyes droopy. the bed lures silently. 'thou shall not submit. thou shall not compromise thy situation.' hang in there ez. u'll know it's worth the sacrifice of a day's sleep. deprived. gastricitis divulged its symptoms these past few days. health check: downing the uncountable dose of caffeine for the day. out of weed. am not stoned today. perhaps the constant thoughts and last min ideas are countering the stoned attack. @ least for the moment. would love to go back 2 stonin. to be a dreamer. eyes arent helping one bit. [*jukebox: siren by tori amos*] in dire need of inspiration. and attention span. time's up ez. time 2 get back to Art from this momentary relief from words. the aesthetic sense is beckoning ur attention. goodbye journo.

yours truly,
ez